The LOAD is the Lies, Omission, Avoidance and Denials that gradually weigh the Body down, causing it to move and react slower and not heal like it once did, and to also diminish ones senses. It’s all the denials, little white lies and avoidance tactics (unloving reversed polarity energy) that the Mind uses, to do what "IT" thinks is best for all parts of its Being. This reversed polarity energy has no where to go except into the body, which is forced to hold and carry it until such time that the Mind has acceptance for its true and loving expression. That’s when Spirit begins to become aware of the things it doesn’t like about the Body, which only adds to the denials that the Body is forced to hold, thus accelerating the process of illness, aging and eventually death, when the Body is no longer able to function and sustain life.
